The 9th Day..

The 9th day le..today is Christmas..my christmas tis year over le like very down..a lonely christmas perhaps..Herm..Yen just sms me for a few..i dun even dare to sms her to ask her about anythin..i scare i'll interrupt her..

Just now..i went to my k mui de house..as she wants to study at TARC..and need my help for something..after all..her mum told me something that i feel quite reasonable..and i would like to listen to her..She said that..it's really not good to control a girl so..and even the girl has said that do not find her ald..so i should listened to her and even respect to her decision..if not..the girl will felt that you're very disgustin..

In my heart..for me to not finding Yen is quite a very hard things for me..as i so love her..i wish to have her sms everyday..even a simple sms like morning..or nite nite..that's really filled up my heart..as she still cares about me..

Now..everythin remain silent..very very silent..my hp never beeps for once anymore startin from today evening..i keep on waitin for my hp to beep..maybe i should let it to be rest from now on..there won't be any msg again from Yen..my heart..seems like being peeled for one piece to another piece again..

God..if you can listen to me..i wish to change myself..i wish to change to a better man..even i less to chat with you..but i hope you really can listen to me..i wish to change myself to have my dear back..i dun care how long i need to wait..i still will be waiting for one person..and the only one..My Dear Yen Yen..i love you forever..I wait you forever..