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New Update About Me..

2008-07-20T19:25:00.000-07:00

Awhh..it's been a while i never update my blog here..not becoz i was lazy..but i quit using the internet service at home recently..so much probs occured with the line..haha..you must think that i'm going to say the streamyx sux again rite.? Not really..the line is good..but the only matter is the "housemate" who blame me for downloading for too much..

Haihz..so sien when talk about tis matter..especially thinking of the "baka" who complainin..wut to do..everyone in the house in shy shy de..no one is dare to stand out and give him a ..... (you know wut i wan to say rite?)..so finally..i decided to MOVE OUT from that house..probably tis 28th gua~ haha..having my new room in 17th floor..OMG..+10 floor liao..tis time really can be said as "high up live home"..the most important is no need to see the dulan face of that fella..wana wack him when see him..

thanks for my best fren Gavin..who gave me a counselling on the malay food stall..now..i can live in my life without internet..at first..really feel like touching the com..listenin to music..watchin movie..play games and so on..but now..it's been 4 days i never deal with the com..lolx..i can do it..!! Yes..as i wished i wan to do well in tis sem..GPA 3.3..i'm gonna score you tis sem..

Thinking of my family..haihz..so miss my family in sdk..wish to go back to sdk..but i need to work for money to go holiday with Yen..need to buy for the drumset i wished so long time..and oso the camera..OMG..all together i think i need most probably is RM4000++..where am i going to get those money.? Figuring out..Haha..tis month is my dad's bday..bought him a Samsung phone..hope he likes it..as his Nokia fell into the toilet bowl recently..pity that phone..lolx..

In this sem..i feel that i'm lacking of time..need to study..prepare for tests..work for two companies..go pak toh..haihz..swt-ing..no matter wut..i wan to be hardworking as i wan to have my own enjoyable life as soon as possible..dun wan to have a lot of lazy worms on my body like past..hope everyone will give me faith la..hehe^^ till here my bloggy tis time..

Tough Life..2008

2008-06-03T04:32:00.000-07:00

Recently..something always make me not really good in myself..I've been studying for engineering for 1 years more le..Now in the Year 2 Sem 1..but however..my results still so poor..haihz..i really dunno weather i can stand until graduation time o not..feelin to score high marks..but..each time facing a word call "Failure"..

Now..i studying from Mon to Fri..Fri got violin class..plannin to join for UTAR Drum Class lagi..Sat and Sun will be working from 12pm to 8pm..earning RM50 per day..thinkin of buying my own drumset..hopefully i can earn that money asap la..standing for 8 hours per day really damn damn tired..back home le..my legs some sort like no feel liao..time passing so so slow at the moment..Tis sem..i told myself to work hard..for everything..to get a good results..and a set drum..if i can..it's better to get my new phone (Apple iphone) la..as my HP pda getting worse le for its battery..

When tis sem ends..i think myself have became a "ultraman" de lo..Study(6 subs) + Working+ Pak Toh + Music Class..hahaha..may God bless with more energy la..If not..sure will be exhausted and will become "Zombieman"..Wut i'm happy now is that..even though i so so busy rite now..but i could happy with my frens..playing ping-pong..basketball..and even can have happy days with Yen..Yen now working in a new beautician saloon le..hope she'll enjoy her new experience there la..

My Tough Life for 2008..Gambate neh!

01 May 08' (Labour Day)

2008-05-01T09:25:00.000-07:00

Today is the 1st day of May..and it was quite a happy day actually..it's been a long time that i never out with yen ald..hehe..my baby yen..so miss her liao coz i had a long exam time which i can't be able to meet her as i need to do study..Today lao poh bought me a new bag le..for my bday actually although the day past quite some time..not becoz she forgotten..but i too mafan liao..i can't really pick the one that i like once i saw..hehe..(tis the style i buy things)..however..yen tat day saw one bag on a stall at sg.wang..so we decided to go on that stall and have a look..

Haha..who knows..before we went for the stall..i said to yen..only see the bag but not buying..but..once saw..OMG..i can't let go of the bag..since it's the bag i search quite a long time..coz i scare the bag will make ppl say i girlish..aiyo..

Then i bought a new shoes too..all white but with a bit style of gold colour..although quite simple but it so comfortable..and most important is tis is my dear pick for me..hehe^^..

Thinking back..wut day is today.? I spent RM150 one day to buy so many stuffs and pay my debts to yen..furthermore..planning to sell off my recent phone and go for a new phone..K810i..although it's not really new model..but i like it's camera..which i could use to replace a while the camera that i wish to buy long time ago..however..probs occured when we mentioned a word call "Money"..aiyo..still lack of RM200..need to become liability again my phone tis time..zzz Should try buy lotery liao..wakaka..jk = P

My 20th B'Day

2008-04-23T18:40:00.000-07:00

Haha..Yesterday was my 20th bday oh..Wut i was so happy is that..the frens who greet my Happy Birthday increased tis year..wakakaka..can't imagine that coz usually my attitude will make a lot of frens to "dulan" me or worse not be fren with me..hahahha..

1st of all let's talk about who greeted me in my b'day..eVon..you're the 1st one oh..tis gal leh..phone no credit le..still save for the last $$ to send me a msg..really touch..thank you..haha..for UTAR's frens..tzyy shyuan & sherril (blur blur + blue blue gal)..however..bad news occured in tis time..shyuan's hamster pass away le..aiyo..

To Shyuan: Take care oh..Dun be too sad ok.? Dun let tis to disturb yur study mood oh..Gambate neh~!!

There were so many frens who greet me through friendster..facebook..and msn..<< Aaron..charles (hak guai)..chi ying (my k mui)..shyyi..gavin (my best fren since primary sch)..mian hui..tsen (mashimaro -- if i not mistaken yur 花名 is so rite.?)..steven..tai yeong..>> Besides that..there's others who i wish to special to describe them..

Let's talk about vianney..haha..tis gal knew my bday on 22nd ald..and wish to greet me on 12am of 23rd..haha..so so so touch..wakakaka..vianney..i like wut you wish me oh..as i said b4..最ngam听..follow up..justina..haha..sorry to say that..yur last position to greet me has been taken by two person..da 1st one is amy..and 2nd is eva..but..amy..my bday is 23rd april la..not 24th apr..super super late..i'll be back on 8th may..then come out yum cha you spend me..i drive you home..ok.? Eva..i thought you really forget me le..waited for ur msg so long time..till i woke up just now..then saw it..really thanks..^^

For those who i missed up..really sorry oh..but i would like to say "thanks thanks thanks" to you all too..

Last nite..Yen and I went to Pasar Malam at Tmn Khong Lock (Cheras)..well known as the longest pasar malam in KL huh.? Really long..haha..bought a lot of food there..but quite disappointed with many incident..Yen bought the fish balls..but the fish balls were so hard..walao..chinese proverb used to describe it as 丢死狗..haha..next..龙苏唐 oso same..one word "hard"..臭豆腐 really stink like went into a big big big dustbin..haha..a lot of ppls queuing up to buy from it..hahaha..i wonder if we eat in the car..would my car become MPS(SDK frens should know lo) liao.? lolx..

Aha..we oso went for a movie..Jackie Chan's Forbidden Kingdom..the movie only can give 3.5/5 stars le..coz got a bit sien..not same like last time he fought and jump here and there so geng liao..although his kungfu still there la..maybe old ald..Jackie Chan..you should drink more Anlene Milk ya..helps yur bones..haha..There were also Jet Li..and 刘亦菲 in the movie too..really pretty like the online game's character..haha..

Till here la my bloggy today..gotta on my NOS system for Math le..if not really wut Gavin said..打包..haha..WwwOooSShhh...

Sad Sunday

2008-03-16T02:23:00.000-07:00

Long time no update le..but once update..couldn't imagine that it's a sad sunday..haihz..many many sad things to be thrown out from myself..1st of all..let's talk about Yen lo..today we didn't meet each others oh..i not sad because we didn't meet up..but..when lookin up my wallet..and there's only RM 1..it's RM 1 only left..how am i suppose to go and ask her to come and meet me or i go to meet her.? However..if there's care for that person..you'll sure go and find him or her lo..Why i can think so..but not you.?

2nd..haihz..no money..it's not a problem..but it's a BIG BIG problem for me..Yen always comparing those ppl who works for AMWAY who there's few fella who earned for RM20000 per month..always telling me that ppl owned how many cars or going holiday to somewhere else..Telling the truth lo..who dun wan to earn so much money.? I oso wish that i was borned in a wealthy family lo..i oso wish i can drive BMW or Mercedes like them lo..but how neh.? Haihz..-_-" really blurred off when think of it..always telling me to work as AMWAY distributors..but..how about my studies.? Perhaps..you need to go for somewhere far away just because of yur customer..Ya..you may earned a lot if you worked hard for it..but in my mind..it's not the suitable time for it..They could earned for RM20000 just because of Amway now..i eFungZ oso can earn 20000 in the future..and in US$ or Pounds..don't look down on me..i really hate it..!!!!

Haihz..drink a cup of water 1st..so bad tempered when talk about amway..talking about studies..3 lab reports is going on + 2 tests awaiting there..exam is coming over again in a month..Just like the old ppl says: "得空死。。不得空病”can anyone can really take care of my feeling now mah.? Suddenly miss my hometown..My mum and dad too..can always bilibala my unhappy things to them..enjoying the perfect cooking..huh..ald 1 day never eat rice le..so miss the smell of rice.. ='(

Thinking back that day having a conversation with Shyyi..now having the same feel with her..Shyyi..when you readin my blog..sure you understand wut i feel rite.? Aiks..now muscle got a bit pain on the leg there..that day play basketball with frens..played till the 8th ball..the whole person like no gas ald..really lack of stamina le..i should start for joging or play basketball again..if not..how i'm going to join for my fren's Sherril trip to Mt Kinabalu and Gunung Tahan leh..couldn't wait for the moment when i taking photos there..

Ah..talking about camera..i think i made my decision of not choosing the professional ones 1st for now..should look for model like SONY T2 or T300 le..they're more convinient to be carried around..then i could take any nice pics le..haha..so love to take pics ald..i think..my comp will full of nice pics..when got chance..sure show to you all for preview oh..

Today..let's talk till now la..i think my mood is getting better after release them out..thanks for frens who read my blog..i know you really care of me..thanks..Love you all..

20th Feb..

2008-02-19T22:40:00.001-08:00

3rd Feb 08'

2008-02-03T05:40:00.000-08:00

It's been quite some time that i never update my blog le..today is sunday..wut a suprise that i never out today evening and meet my dear..a word "lonely" suddenly appeared in my mind when writing tis blog..however..luckily there's a movie that accompany me throughout the nite..

Watch until half..can't watch le..have you watch the 斗牛要不要 de movie neh? Haih..pity de me..always cry when watch till the romantic de part..or those very touchin de words which come out from them..suddenly will think of me and yen de past..

So miss my dear now..after tomolo..i'll be going back to hometown le for CNY..after one week then can meet lo~ then i'll bring you a suprise if i could..for our 3rd year Valentine's day..haha..i wonder wut will you bring to me leh.? Perhaps..a small dish of food that you cook for me will really put me in comfort le..

斗牛要不要..really a good movie..watch it liao..then you will start to love yur another one in yur life more deep le..Baby..i hope you oso will learn something after watch in the movie oh..I love you..Bye Bye..meet you in Valentine Day lo~ = *

Happy Days..

2008-01-12T09:32:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time i never update my blog le..haha..now..me and Yen is getting better than last time le..we learned tolerantion..haha..^^ That day..we together get into something interesting..we said that..if one of us talk to each others in a higher voice..we will convince each others that.."Dear..pls cool down and talk softly.." i think tis is quite a good way to let us communicate in the best way when got some misunderstanding between us de time..maybe you can try to use our ways ah if you are readin tis post..

Lastly..wan to post out the song i found quite suit for my feelin now due to the previous experience when losing Yen..

歌手：吴建豪专辑：在这里等你

歌词：歌曲:listen to your heart

当你出现在面前我真的离你好远
对你的想念像一盏烛光不曾熄灭
再回首这些年心甘情愿等候
你有没有发现

当你出现在面前是你熟悉的笑脸
忘记了时间偷偷带我们绕了几圈
就好像一眨眼我依然在等候
你有没有看见

我想要知道会不会有一天
我已经知道爱着你有多强烈
亲爱的 love you so 让我
Listen to your heart
想在一起直到永远
我想要知道能不能牵你的手
我已经知道失去你有多难过
亲爱的 love you so
让我 Listen to your heart
想在一起到永远

知道你永远不会
明了我爱你是我需要
祈祷合你坐在海边听你心跳
oh oh oh
我不怕任何考验我等待你的回应

20th Day..

2008-01-05T08:20:00.000-08:00

Today..wut a dulan day..i really pissed up with someone that can be said very close to me in the future..however..i never get mad..but laugh like hell..coz something that unacceptable..and unpredictable decision happened to me le..wanna know wut's that..no way..i won't tell..coz after i tell..whoever knows the story behind sure get mad..

But today..i really so happy..coz i know that my bad attitude started to get off from myself..today i being played..or being fooled le..lolx..however..i never get mad..my hot gas start to get off..even though i spoke some bad words in front of my gf..but i never scold in front of Yen..Dear..i made it le..i totally lost my gases..i start to be more patience and realize that scolding will not make everythin to be good..but..make everythin to be bad..

Becoz of you..i be patience..becoz of you..i willing to accept everythin bad which done to me..being fooled..i no care..all becoz i love you..i willing to change becoz of you..For my bad words..pls give me some more time..i believe..with yur faith..i'll change it de..

eFungZ..gambate..Yen Yen..I love you..

17th..18th..and 19th Day..

2008-01-04T09:01:00.000-08:00

Wauh..it's been 3 days i never drop anything inside my blog le..haha..dun worry..i'm still alive..lolx..Let me say a good news la..haha..me and Yen get back well le..Yen at last..on her birthday time..she gave me the last chance in my life..really so appreciate that last chance..and i will grab it tightly in my palm forever..

Yen..as i promised you..i'll tolerance with you in everything..as like today..just when you realized that i made some mistakes in the past..you question me and i never argue with you..i started to learn the word of "patiencity" in myself..no more a hot-gaser like past in me..i hope so..

Dear..i promised you a lot of things in da past..and i now realized that i had break a lot of promises too..so..dear..now i will try my best to do everythin i promised you before le..i hope the best thing in myself..i can give it all to you..let's start it over again..i know tis time we started over again..will let us to learn to love each others more and more again..coz we both oso scare to lose anyone of us..

My Baby..I love you forever..forever and forever..i think tis word will same as you rite.? You'll oso love me forever rite.? See you in sunday oh..miss ya.. = *

15th and 16th Days..

2008-01-01T10:22:00.000-08:00

Last nite..really no time to drop something in my blog..coz last nite i had a party at my fren's house..so today try to drop more words as i can la..

Now so nervous oh..coz tomolo i'll be back to kl le..and then tomolo nite i'll be meeting Yen Yen le..i'll give her suprises as Yen's birthday will be the day after tomolo..

Yen..i think you never try to celebrate yur bday on the 12am midnite rite..haha..hope we will really enjoy the nite..our last nite..However..i'm still thinkin and prayin that miracle will be happened on the nite..will it be.? Maybe the percentage of tis miracle would be a bit too little for me le..

As Yen said..someone who killed someone..he'll received a punishment of forever in the jail la..even my situation is the same as tis..So..i think i'll be in the jail and won't having the freedom anymore lo..but i never give up..not for only now..but now..coming days..and coming years..

Yen..I still will be saying the same words for you..now and forever..my love for you will never fade..Love you..

14th Day..

2007-12-30T10:26:00.000-08:00

Today is the 2 weeks time for us le and oso the last day of Year 2007..Yen..i do hope that we can have a new life and new starting for tomolo which is the 1st day of 2008..I love you so much..i so hope that you can say that..Fung..we start it all over again..i wished to have a new life with you..Even though i think you won't be making that kind of decision again..but..i'm willing to wait until you changed yur mind..i'll be waitin you back from singapore..and i'll be waiting till you to get married with another person..i'll be still loving you just the same way..believe in me..

Baby..If you are really will go to singpore for work..dun worry..i'll be coming to see and visit you in singapore at least twice a month..i have made my decision le..if you are going to live in singapore..i'll be coming to singapore to work when i graduated..i wished to have our life at there..dun worrry..i'll be fully supporting in morale for yur work as a professional beauty therapist there..remember that..there's someone behind waitin and keep prayin for the blessing of God to you..

Yen..do you know that how much i missed you tis few days i back to hometown.? But you keep on saying those thing that you won't giving me a chance back..or you won't wait for me anymore..that's really really hurt..tonite..i can't even online to chat with you..coz i'm out to my fren's house..tomolo you'll be holiday..and oso the last day..maybe you'll go to countdown with yur frens..Yen..so hopin that we can countdown tomolo together..remember last year.? We at sg wang and huggin you so tightly and countdown together.?

My baby Yen..if you wished and think that givin me the last chance for us..and we can try to be together back..you can test my personality..my new personality..i've grown up..i looked up le a lot of thing when without you..i felt the same way when losing you in my life..Pls..call me up when the time countdowning..i'll be waiting for yur call..I love you..Pls do give me a chance..i'll do the best for you and our future..our babies in the future..and our happy family..i promised..

12th and 13th Days..

2007-12-29T08:28:00.000-08:00

Tonite..i had a wonderful nite..a bbq nite with family..my dad and mum's frens..especially my new fren..Sumi Yoshida..a japanese girl..she taught me a lot of japanese words and my sis and me laugh only when chattin with her..

Ah..guess wut..with the japanese words that she taught me..i wished to say something to Yen Yen..if Yen you can understand..then good la..haha..^^

"Yen..
Nani-shiteta..hanaretakunai..zutto issho-ni itai..aishite-mo ii mo ikkai? li kareshi-janakute gomen-ne..boku-no sei..mattete-ne..

So..mo ichido yarinaose-nai.? Kimi-no-koto maji-nanda..boku-no kimochi wakatte..zutto kimi-o omotteru..However..kimi suki janai..But..kimi-no-koto wasure-nai..itsumo kimi-o omotteru..Itsumo suki-dayo.."

Haha..i think till here you should be blur blur le after read all of tis..you'll know it if you make an effort for it..about wut i told you..gambate..Tis are my pics that i took when the nite..Yen..nite nite..and Suki-dayo..

11th Day..

2007-12-27T09:43:00.000-08:00

Haha..today seems to be late to drop some words in my blog..haha..looks like my mood oso good today huh..haha..let me tell one story just some few hours ago between me and Yen..at last she called me le..and i told her my feelin and i feel like changin myself slowly and slowly le within these days..i hope to change more and more..

绳子的故事。。
Just now..Yen said i'm not suitable to her although i changed everythin for her..but we are still not in the same line..last time..Yen passed le one rope to me le..but tat rope seems to be too tiny and i grabbed it..but at last it broke down le..but tis time..if Yen willin to pass me a rope again..and i'll really grab it properly..and tightly..and forever..i won't be letting it off from my hands again..

Now..my chances of winning Yen's heart back is gettin smaller and smaller..she said she feel to get one new bf le..i must be fast..be strong..Tis few days..i'm so busy of putting effort in learning to play a song and sing it together..hopin to give Yen a memorable moment..i wish to let the song to make her to get back the love feelin between us again..

Yen..remember..pass me the rope..dun just hold it in yur hand..and dun pass it to another..i'm waiting for you to do it..I Love You..Missing you Nite and Days..

10th Day..

2007-12-26T08:13:00.000-08:00

Today..no sms from the morning till the nite time..not even a simple morning sms from Yen le..starting to disappear from Yen's world..and slowly..Yen will forget me le..start to be sad..promised to call me..but she didn't do so..i think she maybe really dun wanna contact me ald le..

However..the blog will be still carry on..i so love her..i can't even stop thinkin of her for one minute too..still bringin the hope of changin myself more and more to gain back Yen's heart..still carrying the hope of Yen will coming back to me..i won't let go..i won't just failed so..i'll be waiting..no matter how long..Yen..I love you so much..so forever..

Hope you can really cool down..and then contact me back..Miss you.. =' ( 今天送你一首歌。。“如果你也听说“ 希望你喜欢。。我爱你。。

The 9th Day..

2007-12-25T06:38:00.000-08:00

The 9th day le..today is Christmas..my christmas tis year over le like very down..a lonely christmas perhaps..Herm..Yen just sms me for a few..i dun even dare to sms her to ask her about anythin..i scare i'll interrupt her..

Just now..i went to my k mui de house..as she wants to study at TARC..and need my help for something..after all..her mum told me something that i feel quite reasonable..and i would like to listen to her..She said that..it's really not good to control a girl so..and even the girl has said that do not find her ald..so i should listened to her and even respect to her decision..if not..the girl will felt that you're very disgustin..

In my heart..for me to not finding Yen is quite a very hard things for me..as i so love her..i wish to have her sms everyday..even a simple sms like morning..or nite nite..that's really filled up my heart..as she still cares about me..

Now..everythin remain silent..very very silent..my hp never beeps for once anymore startin from today evening..i keep on waitin for my hp to beep..maybe i should let it to be rest from now on..there won't be any msg again from Yen..my heart..seems like being peeled for one piece to another piece again..

God..if you can listen to me..i wish to change myself..i wish to change to a better man..even i less to chat with you..but i hope you really can listen to me..i wish to change myself to have my dear back..i dun care how long i need to wait..i still will be waiting for one person..and the only one..My Dear Yen Yen..i love you forever..I wait you forever..

其实还爱你

2007-12-25T03:29:00.000-08:00

艳。。送你第二首歌。。<<其实还爱你>> 希望你会了解我对你的心。。我爱你。。

我讨厌　阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜　闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你

可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你

Just For You..

2007-12-24T05:32:00.000-08:00

Yen..i said i wan to sing you a song rite.? But i think tonite you maybe won't be online to chat with you..or you oso won't be calling me again starting from now on..So i decided to post the song i wan to sing for you in the blog..hope you like it..

這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著人們心腸的曲折
我想我很快樂當有你的溫熱
腳邊的空氣轉了

這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著我們心頭的白鴿
我想我很適合當一個歌頌者
青春在風中飄著

你知道就算大雨讓這座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱
受不了看見你背影來到
寫下我度秒如年難捱的離騷
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑
逃不了最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我時間和琴聲交錯的城堡

8th Day

2007-12-24T05:04:00.000-08:00

8th Day..the nite before Christmas..it's been a lot thing happened again le today..not a happy things..i did something that hurt my dear feelin again..she said i never changed before..from that time..i knew that she now start to hate me instead of love me le..I'm so sad when i realize all of tis..wut can i do..i'm not at kl..i really so worried about her safety..

Today..dear said she'll out with her fren..Sam..who i actually not tat familiar with de fren..at first..i seems not tat like them to out together..but the matter of fact is..i really feelin to out with my dear today..coz today is christmas eve day..and everyone including me oso feel to have the partner beside..i'm not wan to make her lifestyle to wut i wan..but i just wan to know wut is she doing only..i made a call..2nd call and till the 20th call..there was no response..and i started to be worried..however..at last..Yen picked up the phone call le..my bad attitude is comin out from myself le..i threw out some bad words..which i dun mean to do it..Wut i hope is tonite we can online and chat together..to over a christmas eve nite..although we are now in a complicated relation..

Yen..tonite..if we can chat online..i wish to sing you a song..i wish to have a nice chat with you..i wish to say i love you to you..i wish to be yur santa claus too..but..since you've get mad..mad with the thing i done..i'm so sad..wut i can say is just write in this blog..hopin you will read it and try understand my heart de feelin..Dear..i dun wanna lose you..although you dun love me anymore..but i'll really take care of you too..really waitin for you..i'm so down now..

Santa Claus..do you know wut is the gift that i hope most in this year de christmas.? Tat's my dear..can you give her back to me.? Becoz of her..i can throw out anythin..includin my bad attitude..my face..and everythin..Although i'm a taurus..but i can change to others horoscope de attitude..Wut i wish is you can give her back to me..can you.? Till now..i'm still waitin for you to online..i'm still waiting..930pm..

7th Day

2007-12-23T10:08:00.000-08:00

Oh..7th day le..the time i writing tis blog is 2am le..haha..dun worry my dear..i not just came back home then online and wan to write things in the blog..but i just now watched tv oh..so late then drop a few words in our blog lo..

Dear ah..just now 12am is Christmas Eve le..almost Christmas Day le..really hope to over with you for Christmas..but every year..i couldn't really make it for you..huh..i really sad when think of it..tis year the christmas eve more bad..lonely..coz my dear has quarrel with me le..Baby..i really hope that you can forgive wut i've done to you lately..before christmas..I love you..

I told myself that i wan to bring you to a place where got a lot of snow when christmas before rite.? I still remember that..Baby..trust me..when i'm out for working de time..i'll try to bring you to a place where have a lot of white snow..to over our white christmas..have you think about it.?

Dear Yen Yen..
I still hoping you to forgive me..i still hopin you to miss me like usual..i still hoping to know that you still love me till forever..Hope tomolo is yur holiday..you'll spend a good day with yur frens la..but be careful oh..yur sweet lao gong is waiting you home..waiting you back into my heart..Miss you..Merry Christmas..Muacks~ Loving you always..

6th Day..

2007-12-22T08:04:00.000-08:00

The 6th day..the 1st day where our mission to believe each others has begun..i'm so happy that Yen is starting to trust me..and i really hope that i can slowly let her to gain back the confident between us two in our love..My dear..Gambate..dun give me up..Yur baby efungz will holding yur hands tightly to over tis "nan guan"..if we can over it together..I'm sure our future will be really good and will be forever..

My dear..today you whole day oso so busy oh..day till 6 somethin working..and then go church till 11pm somethin then reach home..i oso xiang go church and we then can enjoy the show together..I'm sorry that i unable to make it for you..Dear..i've ready 2 gifts for yur bday le..hehe..^^ one of the present you must like to use it now..lolx..guess wut..let me give you a hint.."It is long long de.." haha..

Just now i together with daddy go catch mice oh..huh..4 black mice..run so fast..aiyo..yur dear me so brave le..haha..^^ But actually so scare oh..wut to do.."Ding ngang" lo..but however..only managed to catch one..the 3 runaway le..but i put the mouse trap liao..hope tomolo can catch them la..they so naughty like me oh..always kacau kacau..hehe.^^ But now i more guai then them la..lolx..

Baby Yen..today i look more happier than yesterday rite.? I hope that our gan qing will be good like past as fast as possible..Dun ever think of forgetting me or wan to find ur ex bf ok.? Just now after chat with you..suddenly i heard something from yur sis..i dun dare to ask..just got listened le..something like "dun tell him 1st"..maybe someday after you read tis blog..you can tell me back if remember..

However..at last..before hang up..i can't manage to say a word.."I Love You..my Dear.."..you're too sleepy..nvm..^^ Erm..just now there's a concert in the tv..and i heard back the song of 陶吉.."就是爱你" and "I Love You"..makes me think back of our past.."就是爱你。。爱着你。。“..and also a song from 张栋粱.."错了再错"..got chance i let you hear hear it ah..ok.? ^^

Dear..I'll love you no matter wut happened to us..Wut you tell me about the pastor said de..i'll remember..

I love you forever..

4th and 5th Day

2007-12-21T07:15:00.000-08:00

4th and 5th day..these two days..i haven't written anything on my blog yet..so tired and busy..i've just got back to my hometown..sandakan at sabah..Aiyo..always raining..today can't even see the "tai yang gong gong" oso..feel like going for basketball de..but however..my heart still keep on tis blog..haihz..Yen is still on the way to decide who to choose..the guy..i think now more good with yen compare to me le..haihz..

Even..i thought now Yen is online chattin with him..and feel like going online to meet her..but..they're sms-ing..let me count..today..Yen has sms me for 10 sms-s only..maybe with the guy..they have reached 30+..even i got a feel that Yen is just wan to "ying chau" me tis fella then msg me only..My heart so not sweet now after think tis matter..

Today..i've help my family to do a lot of things oh..help them fix tis and tat..really a coming soon de engineer.? Even today wake up at 7am to go yum cha with my parents..really so long time never wake up at tis time and go yum cha..but..no choice lo..the sun has ald shine till my "pat pat" le..compare to kl..7am still dark dark de..

In the morning time..Yen has sent me a msg to say a morning..but..she called me as Dear..i keep on imagine that tis Dear has a special meaning o not.? I even thought that she has accepted me back to her life..but..she's still on the progress of deciding..make my mood back to same.."Down"..Just now..Yen called me to give up if dun wanna wait for her..is that any meaning behind tis.? Wut to do..just lie to myself lo..saying that my life's dictionary do not have the word of "Give Up"..lolx..say then great la..but do..haha..however..wut to do..who ask me to love Yen so much..just Wait and wait..and wait lo..^^ Gambate!!!

Hope Yen will read tis blog lo..so that you can know wut my heart is thinkin and feelin..I love you..I love you..and i miss you so much..Last..Come back to my heart..I'm waiting for you..

3rd Day..

2007-12-19T09:13:00.000-08:00

3rd Day le..Yen got ppl chase le..so fast..her ex-bf from Ipoh try to chase her le..Huh..He got car..got cash..got work..everythin even better than me..haihz..just like a proton vs a skyline in the road race..no matter how hard i press the oil pedal..my revolution may only up to 5000rpm..while his skyline will push to the limit of 8000rpm..how to chase.?

Really hope that Yen will do out her best decision lo..even though she may choose the skyline as her car..not me tis proton..i will not feel any suprise lo..even
anyone who see a skyline will buy it rather than purchase a proton..rite.? Really sad after knew tis news..i never cry..never..as i really have the will to fight back..even though my engine is very slow..

Dear..i'll changed my engine to a better ones once i back from hometown..wait for me..remember to test drive me..test my 11000rpm engine..Proton PM5..coming out le..wait for me..wait for me..I love you..

Yen's Friendster Backup..

2007-12-18T17:55:00.000-08:00

Even though i can't post le every photos we together at yur friendster le..but..i will use my blog to become my personal friendster..if you wanna look back on our past..you can look onto tis la..i'll keep it very good forever..

2nd Day..

2007-12-18T17:41:00.000-08:00

Uh..2nd day le..today is my statics final exam..but really got no mood for it..Just before now..i've called to Yen to do like usual day..call her to take breakfast..be careful when out..and today..dated with her to have either a movie which she likes to watch quite long time ald.."Enchanted"..or going for a dinner..may it be the last time i will see her.? I dun dare to think more le..

Last nite..keep on listening to Jay's songs.."回到过去".."爱情悬崖".."搁浅"..and "借口" of his concert..last time i dun feel that tis few songs got anythin nice..i knew le..Yen..if you got chance..download tis song and try listen and feel my heart to you ah..Huh..but dunno when you'll know that there's a blog in me..hope you'll know it lo..but..as i promised..i'll drop everythin in my life in this blog..until the time you accept me back..

When the time i asked you in the call..I asked you.."Yen..you got miss me.?"..Yur answer is "No.."..at the time..my heart so pain..but i never cry..not becoz it's been 2 days le..even though 2 days le..i still will cry when i think of the moment we together..i never cry coz i know le..i should be tough so that i can try be with you again..I know you miss me..but you dun wan to tell me only rite.? Or i've think at too positive le.? Pls let me know if i've the chance to know it..Still waiting you de eFungZ will keep on waiting for you..I love you..My Dear Yen..

1st Day..

2007-12-18T02:54:00.000-08:00

There's been a long time i never update my blog..but tis time when i wanna drop something into my blog is the 1st day where i break with yen yen..last nite..i cried badly..my eyes now when writing tis blog is red and "zhong"..
I called yen for quite a few times to say i'm sorry..but she didn't really even forgive me..until tis second..i then know how important she is to me..i lost my soul..my spirit..my tears..droppin one to one continuously..Tomolo will be my final exam for statics le..i dunno weather i can score o not..i lost my intension to study..
Yen..I love you..i will not let myself down so easily..coz i will try my best..to make you mine back..i know..no matter how hard i try..maybe you won't accept me back..maybe..you oso won't read tis blog..maybe one day you read tis blog de time..you've ald forgotten me le..2 years de love..will be like sand..i dunno wut to do now..accept for cry and cry and cry..
Yen..i would like to have you back to my life..i swear..i love you forever..i need you to give me one more chance..pls think back of our sweet memories..will you just let them go like tis.? You don't even cry for once last nite.? I'm still waiting for you..now and ever..

1st Day..2nd Post

2007-12-18T01:21:00.000-08:00

Haihz..Cryin a whole day again le..aiyo..Just think of droppin out my words into my blog again..Feel like making tis blog is my memories with my dear..yen..from now on..i think everyday i would like make myself to have a "xi guan"..that's writing a diary..lolx..public diary.?

My dear has rejected to be with me again le..maybe no matter how hard i change myself..we won't be back to the same relation like past le..really regret..aiyo~..cry again..in this blog..i'll write down everyday wut i did..so that even though my dear can't know wut i do..i no sms her..no contact her..she still can know wut i'm into..wut i've changed..and wut i've been doing around the day..

If she read my blog even only once..i feel so grateful..becoz she still cares about me..maybe i should really let go her..let her to have a better life..haihz..just now..really doin the hardest thing in my life..deleting the memories from the friendster of hers..let me feedback the time we together..how happy..aiks..swt..no matter how..

Waiting is only the thing i can do for her lo..just to let her know that..the door of my heart will be always open for her..Her sis..jessie said..if i really wan her to be good..let her go..and come back when you think it's time..when you think you still love her and after you've changed..even though next time you can't change..maybe she'll appreciate wut i done for her..and back to my heart..haha..really hope that will be true asap..can't even wait for that moment..but the time..maybe yen has her better man to take care her le..wut to do..

Aiks..always come to this moment..the bad song i listenin will pops up..the song of "非你莫屬" makes me cry again..walao..how many times ald i cried..lolx..i'll wake up..and be a better man..Dear..wait for me..i'm coming back to you..wait me..remember me..and miss me..I love you..

Exam..Huh..

2007-11-29T09:04:00.000-08:00

Exam le..haihz..12 days more..math and statics are waiting for me now..math..only study till half and half more..blur blur liao..T.T sei foh lo..~ really wish someone will be at my side to help and teach me tis and tat..but..the fact is only study alone..and listen to songs lo while doing the exercise la..haihz..

Aiming for a high marks for both subjects..keepin my CGPA in 3.0.? Can I.? I so stupid..but i willing to work hard..but..no guideline..Aiyo..God ah.~ pls send me an angel to guide me la.."kau ha lei la"..!! After exam..Basic Electronic coming in the next sem le..need to retake..aiyo~ later being laughed..wut to do.."ding ngang siong" lo..telling myself must get an A for it.."YES!" eFungZ..you can do it.!! Yeah!!

However..after thinking that need to work on the weekends..really feelin not good..SONY STYLE..i miss you..haha..going to come back to you when got chance..AMWAY.."Shooooooo!!!" Go away..!! You big lier..say tis can tat can..say can be diamond..aiyo..21% oso hard to score nia~ sot sot de..better go for UNIT TRUST..lolx...can earn money without working hard..haha..tat's my attitude..lolx..

Yee..so qi guai lo..i bluff so many things..got ppl see o not da.? Later ppl laugh me "yi mou lun ci" then i paiseh lo..lolx..nvm la..just let myself "shen" all my hardness and heart de words out lo..haha.."shu fuk sai"..haha..study lu!!~~~^^